I dug into my Livejournal to find the last August – 8th-ish post there was and came up with this from August 7 2005
I am so sick of people. I hate asking for things. I hate hearing people blame & antagonize me when I treat them with all my heart. When they ask me for something I don’t make them feel bad at all, in fact, I do what I DONT WANT TO DO all the time, but when it comes to me it doesn’t count. My feelings don’t mean shit. I fucking hate it. I hate two faced people. You think you have something in common with someone and that they’re a really great person (maybe a lil misunderstood) but a good person none the less, but in reality, their a mother fucking asshole. Now, this person might not be an asshole toward YOU, but when you see them do it to someone else that cares about them it bothers you just as much. I hate how I do that. I hate how I can feel for other people and give a shit about whats being done to them when I dont even know them.
More things I hate:
24/7 mean people
People who come to the U.S.A to live but wont speak English
People who tell your secrets
People that cant suck it up and tell the truth
People who touch you inappropriately
Repeating myself a million times
Reality TV (yeah lovely show on eating disorders America…do you actually know how many ppl you pissed off?!)
Lack of logic in peoples daily lives
Yes. Ok. I feel better…kinda. Ill rant some more later.I feel so…: bitchy
hearing: jesse mcartney: why dont you kiss her
For the most part, no things haven’t changed. I am for one definitely not as angry about these things, but they all still affect me and are bothersome. I do wish I was more open and verbal about the things in life that bother me as I once was, however. I stuck to my guns back then and let the world know how I felt. Now with certain topics and people I shy away from being so direct due to the backlash of hate I would get in return.
If any of you were interesting in reading my old journal, I’m not opposed, but would caution you that it’s contents may make you cringe at moments and could possibly be considered triggers for those that have or suffer from emotional/physical abuse. With that being said, please feel free to contact me on FB/Twitter for the link!